I got into trouble for the first time this year. I came home about 2.30 this morning, so my mom screamed on me seriously. We’re good now tho, she says that she doesn’t want me to die stupidly, and walking the streets at that hour is begging for some unwanted attention. Ok, that’s cool. I’m still gonna come in late, but 2.30 is definitely pushing it. That’s a good compromise right? I thought so too! Ok, now what is there to talk about… A GUY!!! =). Let me just put it like this: flamm++. I wouldn’t say that I met a new guy, but I will definitely say that I found out some very interesting things from him. I don’t even know why I take any interest in what guys say to me anyway, cause I grew up with guys so I know bullshit when I hear it. Still, it’s intriguing to hear guys spit game. I wonder if they think that we actually believe the things they say to us…? Item number two: Take this scenario into consideration… you’re going steady with a guy. When you guys get naked, it’s always at his house. Question: does it make sense for him to walk around with condoms in his top pocket? I think I should make that an actual poll question! My opinion? I don’t give a flying fuck about it. If he wants to fuck around, that’s on him. What I’m feeling right now isn’t anger or jealousy, it’s more curiosity than anything else… I got a very fair mentality when it comes to cheating… the pot can’t call the kettle black, feel me? If we both doing dirt, neither of us can get mad at the other.

I transfered this blog from another layout that I’ve been making forever, just for the sake of continuity… but you know what I realised?? ALL I TALK ABOUT IS GUYS! Now, is it just me or did you realise that too… that’s if you were reading them… Still, that’s the case. Like 90% of my entries have something to do with a guy, and not the same guy, like so many different ones!! Hmmm… well now that I’ve done a thorough job of making myself sound like a slut, I will defend myself (or try my best to!). I have wandering eyes. There are so many different qualities that I am attracted to, and I have never met one guy with all, or even most of them. Don’t get it twisted, I’m not talking about “The Perfect Man” or anything like that, cause let it be known that the perfect man DOES NOT EXIST. I do think that there is a perfect man for me though. And how am I supposed to find him if I don’t LOOK?? Ha! There’s justification if I ever heard it! Anyway, another reason I assume could be because I don’t hang out with too many females so if I have anything to say about them, it would probably be something on the not so pleasant side… not all the time, but definitely most of the time.

With that off my chest, let’s get back to the boys!! Something very interesting happened. Someone came back into my life and wanted to get his feet wet… and I turned him down! I mean, that may not sound too huge, but trust me it is! I had it kinda bad for this guy, and I let him know that too, so the fact that I said no to him BECAUSE of my baby (and no other reason) I am sooooo proud of myself. YAY! We didn’t talk since then tho, so I don’t know what to think. I kinda don’t care tho.