The flow of my hair
surrounding my face
The way my lips part
The way my hips sway
I’m all woman
Not phenomenal
but incredible
Incredibly unique & incredibly sweet
Incredibly fulfiling your every fantasy
Effortlessly
It’s easy, by just being me
Like a moth to a flame
Or a magnet to steel
I caught your attention
Unintentionally, but subliminally willingly
Cause I know that my eyes shine
shine shine and shimmer
Like diamonds set in skin soft as silk
I am the desire of many
The history of few
An earthly Goddess of sensuality
Bringing exquisite pleasure to you
Undeniably
So lay back, relax baby
Let me use my magic on you
Cause my eyes focus and catch focus
as you stare and try to solve my
puzzles
My voice hypnotizes and mesmerizes
when you listen and try to figure my
riddles
My mind enthralls and intrigues
simultaneously
Cause I exist dynamically
There is and could only be one me
Many have tried and failed to copy
The blazed trails of my history
But there is hardly a possibility
Of striking gold twice this century
It may be sad but it’s true
Cause what I am to you
Is like snow to the Sahara
Or God’s angels to this earth
Intriguing, beautiful and priceless in worth
There can only be one
That’s intellectual by choice
Beautiful by nature
Sensual in attitude
Simply an incredible creature
It’s easy to be me
Cause I exist dynamically
and absolutely incredibly.
Thursday, 17th August 2003
(c) TikiSweets™
It’s funny.
When I think about me and you and
the things that we’ve been
through
I can’t help smiling
Not many people know
And those who know
can’t believe the depth there
is to our relationship
The choices we’ve made and
the paths we’ve taken together
We’ve come a long way from
that day on the bus, dear.
We’ve spent countless hours
talking to each other
A way that I find myself
talking to you and only you
Things like that I hold
preciously close to my heart
Cause believe it or not
I do care
I care very deeply
As I replay our first kiss in
my head
I still feel butterflies dancing
in my stomach and fluttering
around my heart
A part of me wants to believe
that our one night together
was a night of lovemaking…
but the rational and realistic
side of me knows better.
Still, I treasure that solitary
encounter because no one can
take it away from me
And even if I come to regret
it in the future, it will always
be a part of my history.
It’s always comforting to
live in the pleasure and sanctity
of endearing and sentimental -
no matter how trivial – moments
in the past.
But the fact remains that I am
here… now… in the present.
And presently, you choose
not to have me as a part of
your life; not even as a friend
it seems. And I have no
choice but to accept that.
I REMEMBER – FOR MY COUSIN CHAD
I remember how we used to play
When we were little kids
Raising hell throughout the day
No end to the trouble we would give
Auntcil would scream and say “Keep quiet!”
Not exactly in those words
But give it 10 sometimes 5 minutes
And it was like we never even heard
♥♥♥♥♥
Those days are gone now, we have grown
And life has brought about change
I remember when I saw you last summer
Things felt the same but they felt strange
It was like the same person in another body
I almost didn’t know what to do
But that same old greeting “what’s up big head!”
Assured me that it was you.
♥♥♥♥♥
To have you back in my life was great
Like our childhood days came back too
We had fun and cracked the same jokes
I always had deja vu
But you had to go back home to Barbados
And it hurt but I totally understood
We even made plans for your next visit with us
And maybe you would stay with us for good.
♥♥♥♥♥
Fast forward to Tuesday May 6th at 6:49
I’m in class waiting for the professor to come
Just surfing the internet, and killing time
And I was suddenly struck dumb
A silly joke, coincidence even
None of this can be true
They said you died and I couldn’t believe it
It was someone else, it couldn’t be you.
♥♥♥♥♥
I don’t remember ever crying so hard
Cause I never lost someone that close to me
It hurt so much to think about it
Even now I still don’t want to believe
I know that now you are in a better place
But I miss the fun we used to share
I wish that right now I could see your face
And for the last time, let you know that I care
I will never forget you even though you’re gone
Because you were like my brother
Your life was stolen, and I’m left to mourn
You’re not here Chad, but I remember.
♥♥♥♥♥
I will always remember how you make me smile
And how you would say my name
I will always remember the good times we had
And how you could sometimes be a pain
I will always remember the last time we spoke
And the last words you said to me
You will always stay in my heart Chad
I will remember you eternally.
FOR MY COUSIN CHAD CHASE
WHO WAS SNATCHED FROM ME ON MAY 5TH, 2003.
