I’m gonna miss him. & I feel bad for people who have no respect for the dead. It’s amazing to me. WHAT IF it was your brother? Your son? Your father? Who died so suddenly and all people wanna do is make jokes? WHAT IF IT WAS YOU? Who was TRIED AND ACQUITTED for something as heineous as Pedophilia – or anything for that matter - how would you feel if people never let it go and still branded you as a bad person? No one wants to examine shit from that perspective. They just like to point the finger and laugh… hypocrites.
REST IN PEACE TO MICHAEL JACKSON
I REMEMBER – FOR MY COUSIN CHAD
I remember how we used to play
When we were little kids
Raising hell throughout the day
No end to the trouble we would give
Auntcil would scream and say “Keep quiet!”
Not exactly in those words
But give it 10 sometimes 5 minutes
And it was like we never even heard
♥♥♥♥♥
Those days are gone now, we have grown
And life has brought about change
I remember when I saw you last summer
Things felt the same but they felt strange
It was like the same person in another body
I almost didn’t know what to do
But that same old greeting “what’s up big head!”
Assured me that it was you.
♥♥♥♥♥
To have you back in my life was great
Like our childhood days came back too
We had fun and cracked the same jokes
I always had deja vu
But you had to go back home to Barbados
And it hurt but I totally understood
We even made plans for your next visit with us
And maybe you would stay with us for good.
♥♥♥♥♥
Fast forward to Tuesday May 6th at 6:49
I’m in class waiting for the professor to come
Just surfing the internet, and killing time
And I was suddenly struck dumb
A silly joke, coincidence even
None of this can be true
They said you died and I couldn’t believe it
It was someone else, it couldn’t be you.
♥♥♥♥♥
I don’t remember ever crying so hard
Cause I never lost someone that close to me
It hurt so much to think about it
Even now I still don’t want to believe
I know that now you are in a better place
But I miss the fun we used to share
I wish that right now I could see your face
And for the last time, let you know that I care
I will never forget you even though you’re gone
Because you were like my brother
Your life was stolen, and I’m left to mourn
You’re not here Chad, but I remember.
♥♥♥♥♥
I will always remember how you make me smile
And how you would say my name
I will always remember the good times we had
And how you could sometimes be a pain
I will always remember the last time we spoke
And the last words you said to me
You will always stay in my heart Chad
I will remember you eternally.
FOR MY COUSIN CHAD CHASE
WHO WAS SNATCHED FROM ME ON MAY 5TH, 2003.
seriously. i’m so over it.
Even though we were a few years apart, you were one of my closest friends growing up & I will miss you always.
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